And as promised folks, here is I, once more. So basically, about a week after my last post I was forced to resign from my then current job because someone had squealed on a bunch of us for having smoked a joint within the office premises. While the allegations are true, I don't see what the big deal is. Marijuana is a plant, no different from tobacco; they both give off a high when the dried leaf is burnt and the smoke inhaled into the lungs. The difference is that one is legal, due to the simple fact that tobacco happened to be the first in line to become a legal drug, especially since the lowly cannabis leaf was somewhat of a pariah, smoked only by those from lower classes. There's nothing more to it than politics and the greed of man. To say that an addiction is a cash cow to companies which produce nicotine and caffeine based products is an understatement to the extreme. The pot plant just happened to come in too late, and was systematically stomped out by the likes of the big tobacco companies simply because they don't want a comptetitor. All kinds of clinical tests have shown that marijuana taken in moderate doses is safer than the same dosage of nicotine (not to mention the tar and other shit that goes into your basic fag), and to top it off pot has therapeutic properties to boot. But I digress; people, for the most part, are idiots. And I honestly do pity them. They live in a world which has been moulded by a few powerful people, people who know how to manipulate and shape society as they see fit and lead these idiots like the sheep they are, straight to slaughter. Our country is a prime example of this. I have no regrets about what I did, I didn't kill a man, nor did was I accused of theft or deceit, and to me those are the only three crimes there are. Anyway, despite all that, I *was* in a frazzle of sorts, almost like extended hyperventilation on a much larger scale, drawn out over a week rather than a few minutes. But I managed to cool it, largely in thanks to her Ladyship Judy. She also managed to find me my current place of employment by searching through her vast network of contacts. I visualise it as something akin to a queen spider on the center of her web sending vibrations down whichever branch of her web by strumming her legs. Sorry lady *G* kekekeke... Anyway, the new place is quite unique in the work that they do. For one thing we work according to the time in the US, which means oddball working hours, and the work is interesting too, although it can get pretty monotonous sometimes. I've the work pretty easy, and it apparently feeds my OCD too since I came in early every day last week to complete my file before the holidays, and I actually stayed back on friday morning till about 2 am because I wanted my file to be spick and span. My love life too took had its ups and downs during the past 6 weeks. The gf came back with some nice prezzies for me, including a brand spanking new digicam which I <3 a lot. And then, I nearly broke up with her two nights ago, due to some shit that I shall not mention here, but needless to say it was serious. The biggest hindrance in our relationship is the fact that she and I cannot be with each other physically because she's afraid to be seen with me in public, since she and I are not "official" and she's afraid of someone reporting to her parents that she's going out with yon fella. And the reason why the parents don't know yet is because she's christian, and her parents want her to find a christian boy. If I were able to, I'd pose some logical questions to them that I'm pretty sure would make them rethink their stance about that, since the last "good christian" boy she was with ended up dumping her after 5 months.

Thats pretty much it I guess, not a massively huge post I think, but atleast something to keep ya'll entertained for a while. And no Dmithri, I didn't elope. Don't believe everything she says. Hit me up on MSN sometime if you want to chat 1-on-1.

Oh and another thing. My Nokia N-gage is no longer as of last week. I need to get the software flashed for it, would anyone know where I could do that... other than soft logic, because those idiots don't even know what an n-gage is, let alone have the software for it. Or could someone lend me an extra mobile phone they might have lying around till the end of the month? I'd really appreciate it, because not having my mobile is like not having my right hand.

kbai.

Wow, it's been nearly two months since my last post. Lots of things have happened since thenl smoked a little pot, lost my job, found another job, resumed my degree, sort of trying to put my life back together. Oh and did I mention that I have a girlfriend? Will post more tomorrow, watching the OC right now. Bai.